| Maybe Ive forgot all the things that I miss. Oh somehow I know there's more to live than this. Ive said it too many times, and I still stand firm; You get what you put in, and people get what they deserve. Still I aint seen mine, no I aint seen mine. Ive been giving and I just aint been getting. Ive been walking that damn line. So I think I'll keep on walking with my head held high. I'll keep moving on, and only god knows why.
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| Happy Birthday, Nanny.
I miss you.
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| I dont see what makes a new year so happy.
Maybe Im just in a rut, but. It's just like any other day. Only now I'll feel like a retard when I try to write the date.
Also. March 18th. I need to remember that, too.
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| Im having some trouble. I love strongly. When Im angry, I hate strongly. I get silly with a passion when the time is right. I love to sing loud when I sing. And I sometimes feel proud of myself for certain things. Times like those, I shine brightly. I feel strongly. Everything I do, everything I feel, comes with an intensity that I cant express. The things I feel are too much. I try to draw, but when they fall short of what expect them to become, I get discouraged. I write, but I find it to be boring or dull. I rarely write it out. I listen to songs, but they often change my mood completely.
I cant express what I feel. I cant express what I think.
I think that, even if someone is full of life, full of vivacity for things exciting, If they cant express that, if they cant explain it, it means nothing.
Im worried that all of my energy is going to waste because I dont know what to do with myself. I have no forte.
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| Update.
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Lets seeeeee... The mangas Ive started (And completed) Thus far. Ai Hime~Ai to Himegoto 1/3 No Kareshi 7th Period is a Secret Dakishimete Noir Full Moon wo Sagashite You're My Girlfriend Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend.) Fruits Basket. (Although that was quite a while ago, I still love it a LOT.) Midori no Hibi (Midori Days) Hana Kimi (Hanazakari no Kimitachi e) Elfen Lied (Yupyup, It FINISHED.) Inu Neko Jump Bitter Virgin They're all pretty fabulous. Although some were pretty short and ended suddenly.
The Mangas Im forced to wait for. Naruto. Tsubasa Chronicles Wallflower (Perfect Girl Evolution) Katekyo Hitman REBORN! I also love all of these. Even if some do get corny and lame sometimes. |
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